11th march

2day was one of de happiest n one of de saddest days of my life

morning was great coz i finally passed my driving test.. now all i gotta do was wait for my license..

then in de afternoon went for lunch wiv my mom.. ate 2 full n almost burst my tummy which luckily i didnt,,

then at nite had a blast wiv my frens at old town.. had a gathering m it was great.. we were joking n having a great time enjoying each others company ^^

but then when omos till midnite it all breaks down 2 one single moment which i regreted so much that i could not slp.. T.T

im truly very sry for not answering ur call dear.. but i was afraid dat i answer ur call it'll charge u.. but i didnt expect dat it'll be such a big impact which hurt u soo muh.. im really really sry o dear..

i noe its hard 4 u 2 accept my forgiveness after wat i've done 2 u.. but pls don be sad coz its not gud 2 cramp all ur emotions in ur heart o.. im very very sry for hurting u o dear..

i noe its useless 2 cry over a spilled milk, but im really hoping dat i can do something 2 redeem myself from wat i've done owh.. sry dear..

im >.< sick

walao few days ago i was like vomiting my whole stomach out leh.. so cham o..

but im glad dat i was sick coz dat made my lao po very worried bout me :) heehee n throughout de day my dearest was caring bout me.. asking me how am i.. wakaka i felt so happy heehee

thx very much o bao bei ^^

jpj retest day coming soon owh.. no time 2 practice.. its making me quite nervous o.. hopefully i'll pass without any problem this time >.< so gan jiong..

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dear wat happen??

lately like no mood wn sms wiv me like dat..
is ther something bothering u??
anything dat i hav done dat made u unhappy??

dear if u wan 2 express out ur feelings, im always here for u owh..
even if u wan 2 scold me or criticize me.. im willing 2 be dat punching bag of urs owh..

dats wat a boyfriend is for ^^

so don compress ur feelings anymore n let it out plss.. if things keeps on like this it'll only hurt u more o.. kk?? muackx muackx i luv eu very much owh dear dear..

boring day ...

wee.. 2day went driving at amsa bangi ther.. had 2 squeeze 5 ppl in a small kanil ther.. walao.. very kesian de car leh haha..

in de end we managed 2 arrive ther safely though haha.. then waited for my turn n had a few rounds on de road..

i so pro man.. drive so smoothly(actually okok only >.<).. even de instructor oso wonder why de jpj guy failed me.. haiz.. sien ah..

so now need wait till 11th march lu only go test again.. hopefully this time will pass lu.. if not im gonna kill myself >.<

so tired n bored 2day.. ntg much 2 do.. gonna go back 2 subang l8r le.. de gud thing im looking forward 2 was steamboat dinner l8r.. wakaka ^^ a good feast for de week.. considering i've been literally skipping dinner de whole week @.@ keke

well dats all.. chao chao

crappy mood T.T

phew.. lately don hav de chance 2 online so no post dao anything.. haha

anyways.. lately i played basketball in de afternoon near my apartment ther :) well its not actually close but still ok la haha.. hav 2 exercise more ma keke

n my pocket was very tight recently so i don hav de privilege 2 eat gud stuff.. as well as y dinner.. mostly i managed wiv a few biscuits.. haha keep fit ma.. no eat so much oso gud hehe

well my life has been going up n down lately.. but mostly down lu.. felt lonely most of de time.. it feels like de whole world is against me.. >.<

even SHE is getting bored of me ady.. T.T i hope my situation will get better n wish very hard dat she will be more open 2 me n spend more time wiv me..

well dats just a wish... but for the wish 2 come true, dats another story.. :)

dats all for this time then.. chao

>.< hope hope

wee.. ytd was sooo tired o.. went 2 play basketball in de afternoon wakaka..

play dao very tired.. plus its quite far from de apartment.. so i had a hard time rolling back keke

then 2day morning was as usual.. english english.. bla bla bla. then suddenly got quiz >.< ARGH!! so not prepared for this wo..

sei lu sei lu.. sure die le this time.. haiz haiz.. hope i don mess up..

erm erm 2day my hse-mates all went out jr owh.. they go gai gai.. but i no money so i terpaksa stay at my room here o.. sad sad >.< wish i am rich rich then can go gai gai n buy something for my dear dear wakaka ^^

well.. at least uncle got giv me some movies for me 2 kill my time keke.. was thinking of going for basketball oso de 2day.. but de sky black black de T.T sked l8r go halfway then rain lu.. nvm nvm la.. jus wait till t nite then someone will finish work n finally can pei me lu keke..

hope she is not gonna be bz l8r >.< hope hope hope ^^

sunday nite report.. well sort of haha

2day i was both very sad n very happy ^^

my day had a rough start n my mood was so bad dat i started 2 hav weird thought about stupid things.. haha silly me..

then in de afternoon finally my bao bei pull me up straight again n set me on de rite track ^^ sooo happy dat she could be by my side when i needed someone 2 accompany me.. thx very much dear :)

thers one thing dat i would like my dear 2 improvise on though.. i hope dat she would be more courageous n be a brave girl who is willing 2 try new things n experience more stuffs.. coz de world out ther is vast n enormous.. as de saying goes, 'every success stars wiv a single step' n don worry coz i'll be ther 2 support dear always :)

i guess dats about it for 2day hehe.. gonna stop be4 i say anymore nonsense haha.. i luv u always my dearest ^^

a sad day..

2day didnt went very well..

went for basketball this morning.. well i practically lost my touch since i hav not been playing much lately.. haiz haiz..

then came back home tired n smelly.. so took a bath n i went straight 2 bed.. i was too tired 2 think of anything else then..

but i was a bit happy though :) coz 2day i got 2 spend a bit more time wiv her :) heehee well not much but at least better then none rite ^^

but de whole afternoon i was lying in my bed.. rolling around like a lifeless corpse.. i literally bored myself 2 death.. i was so lonely dat my only companionship was my netbook..

well.. come 2 think about it.. am i asking 2 much?? or is it dat my expectation was 2 high?? i wonder myself if i did anything wrong?? or maybe im just 2 stupid 2 notice wher was my mistake??

nevertheless.. i hope dat everything will be better asap.. T.T coz i really miss her very very much..

jpj test day

2day woke up early n wiv a chest full of hope i head 2 de metro office :)

went ther get on de bus n off i go 2 get my p license :)

got ther chit chat wiv dinesh n finally its my turn 2 get in de car.. de thumping of my heart made everything around me soundless.. as if i was deaf.. @.@

lucky for me i pass de circuit ^^ although mati engine.. gud ting not at de wrong place.. haha well everything was going pretty smooth till now..

then comes de on de road part.. got in de car.. de jpj guy mumbled 2 himself n expect ppl 2 understand wat his talking about.. zzz then i checked everything n off i go.. starting was ok.. got a bit nervous n did some minor mistakes.. but halfway on my journey de guy slpt.. Wat de FISH!!! maybe its my driving 2 cozy n he slpt or maybe he is jus plain rude.. well i dunno.. then after i stopped de car he went on wiv his mumbling.. say wat forget put signal bla bla.. worst of all is he said dat i was not stable when changing my gear.. crap man.. his big fat leg was blocking me from shifting de gear of coz i will face some difficulty man.. LOL.. well mr "slp while im driving", damn u man..

now im so freaking no mood la.. omos gone crazy jus now.. hope i can get someone 2 cheer me up >.< but if no then maybe i'll jus weep under my blanket till 2mr morning.. haiz.. bad day.. a very bad day..T.T

a very busy day

well 2day practically was a disaster 2 begin wiv :)

woke up a bit late 2day so i was rushing 2 pack my stuff coz gonna go back home 2day 2 learn driving >.<

so ther i was looking like a complete idiot jumping here n ther which only made me more nervous about whether i would make it in time or not.. haiz haiz im such a silly guy ^^

then 2day presentation teacher asked us 2 draw a concept car 2 cope against de traffic jams.. well i could at least say i tried.. but i was jus not so myself 2day n all i think about was my driving lesson in de afternoon..

my last class finished at about 1.35 pm n had a roll call at 1.45.. n my heart was racing like a mad cow.. gud thing i planned well n thx 2 my dad 4 picking me up at de airport.. phew.. :)

then went 2 driving class.. phew.. did quite well 2day :) although not PERFECT.. well actually no one is.. but its alrite heehee.. hope 2mr jpj test would be better haha..

now finally i can relax for awhile n enjoy my time slowly, slowly n slowly.... heehee ntg much 2 do now except 2 wait for de special someone 2 finish work n i can finally spend some precious time wiv her wakaka ^^ looking forward 2 it really heehee.

hope SHE don get too tense up coz of de upcoming spm results :) everything will be fine as long as we don worry 2 much about it hehe.. anyways all de best n hope i can pass 2mr keke..

moody 2day..

well 2day as usual morning had a normal English class.

De instructor got sick halfway, but we go on as usual like normal n a substitute instructor came in @_@

she ORDERED us 2 write essay 2day >.<>.< making me so dizzy leh..

well hope 2mr wont be as bad as 2day lu.. if not oso cannot do anything about it haha..de only thing i looked forward for 2day was l8r at 10pm someone can pei me le muahaha.. yes yes so time pls go faz faz ya ^^

22nd feb :)

2day is 14th day of my english lesson o.

learnt some irregular verbs o jus now keke.

after dat we had a small quiz n de instructor said if who wrong even one need 2 do some performance o haha..

Gud thing i no wrong dao keke ^^ me so smart.. MUAHAHAHA...

then l8r i went 2 listen 2 de seniors who gav us a presentation o..
Sooooo BOrIIIIIING o... T.T me bored dao omos slp le haha.. then my frens behind me de slpt jor n they kena marah by one of de instructors haha..Phew >.< me lucky again hehe..

now leh jiu waiting for 10pm lu coz can pei someone then ^^ heehee hope time passes very quickly ^^ lalala...

21st feb ^^

2day was day 13th of my English intensive program ^^ n 2day was oso movie day wakaka... Means we get 2 watch movie >_< syok keke.
So de movie I watched 2day was the guardian. Not a bad movie actually ^^ quite interesting hehe… But after de movie we hav 2 write a movie review o.. haiz haiz so mafan T.T after dat came back watch watch sia movie n play bit game.. Very boring o coz no one pei me >.< hehe then after dinner I see de floor very dusty so mop mop le de floor lu hehe.. then play game wiv frens waiting someone 2 finish her work o hehe.
Then at 10.19 pm someone find me owh ^^ I so happy hehe.. but then I sad sad coz I made her angry le T.T sry sry heehee so now wan try my best 2 make her smile smile again heehee.. K la this time jiu like this only la heehee. I luv u ^^